so i accidently drove my parents car into my house and destroyed the entire kitchen so now my parents are grounding me for the entire summermy punishments arei have to stay in my room all day and do school work 9 hours a dayno tvno computeronly allowed 3 hours of sleep a nightno video gamesno cell phone or home phonenothing in my room at all except my wall and floori have to sleep on the floor with no pillow and coversno bedroom doormy parents took away my expensive fancy car and replaced it with a very old used ugly car all the parts on the car are broken and parts are falling off and the car barely even worksonly 1 bathroom break a day ( and i only have 2 minutes in there )
when you go through a trauma in life, things change. BUT, all to say that the best way for me to get in touch with my emotions is to write alot. And i used to do it alone, but chatting online has triggered emotions i did not even know i had. So if u make friends that have your interests, you can spend hours getting in touch with you emotions because you have to interact but in private. Not on the phone not in person. you can choose to video chat if u share things like music or crafts or anything. The other thing that has helped me tremendously have been reading racey books or listening to them in audiobook format. Books outside my genre have evoked great emotions in me that have opened so many doors that I normally kept shut. I also, took it upon myself to teach myself guitar and THAT made me feel things I did not before. I hope you find your trigger. Once you do you will know because you will have a purpose and you will look forward to doing things and talking to your new chat buddies or anything else. :) good luck, when there is a will there is a way oh I am an artist as well, and there is this cliche about us artists throwing our emotions on canvas it doesn't always work if you are doing art as work, but as a hobby or outlet it can free you. Take that dollar store paint if you have no other options and just throw it on a surface getting messy is really liberating. I would throw myself in a pool naked if i could but I can't haha and those are the little things in life that make you feel alive. AND that is what you need. You need to feel alive so without drugs or alcohol, find things that make you high five and kick up your heels.
Do you mean the outside case - or the video heads or what ? Input ! Need more input !
