In the book i'm reading it says:so what is it that you have and kenny wants?spiro grabbed his crotch and gave it a hoist.'he was small.you know what i mean''your kidding right?''you never know what motivates people.sometimes these things eat at them'what does that mean
I think you've integrated the word NET from Internet, as being a means of self expression, and you're having a job getting your meaning over. Just a guess... And the eight could be a pun too, on HATE, and red a pun on READ (past tense). It's all pretty fragile stuff though and depends on the feeling that came over with your dream, and the afterfeeling too. Or you're maybe just trolling?
hoisting means lifting. So i'm going to assume that Spiro lifted his crutch.
