Can someone help me with this?!?i have episodes where i cant Breathe i feel dizzy and nauseous and i cant even ride in a car or bike anymore.i have fear of elevators and all the time when i don't do something perfect i feel as if something will go wrong .sometimes i feel so hopeless that threre's no hope or nothing to do.i have suicidal thoughtsand i also suffer mild colour blindness and i witnessed my sister's death at age 5 too.and these problems all started off after a fever (and yes i do suffer social anxiety,ptsd,and ocd) ugh.i just feel like a bird(me) locked in a cage (the sickness causes me to stay inside the house all day.)will someone give me some answers.i feel as if theres no hope.as if ill be better off dead.