It's freezing at night and I really want to use my electric blanket but every time i do i have panic attacks and convulsions and start projectile vomiting. I want to know why I'm so scared?My dad was burnt to death when his electric blanket caught fire 6 years ago, i think this might have something to do with it.
Is there a large transitional change happening in your life right now? Because it sounds like you're having issues with your self image. To be in the house you grew up in means that you feel safe in that world. Houses represent you in dreams. Towels represent the need to move forward to a resolution in your life. Since there were no towels, perhaps you're having issues resolving an important issue in your life? Putting on makeup and your face pealing represents that you may be a little superficial or concerned about how you appear to others. How much do you care about what others think of you? What image do you feel you portray to the world? Makeup can also represent you trying to cover up or conceal a part of yourself. Skin is a protective shield so the fact that it was pealing off could mean that you feel exposed in real life and that your mask is slipping. Perhaps you're letting ppl get close to you and this is a representation of you letting your walls down. Food for thought anyway.
since you will be in a swampy area which will be muggy and damp consider getting these: -waterproof matches -flint -wood fluff (basically wool, easy fire starters but put then in a seal able baggie to keep from getting wet/damp) -a compass!!! -a map of the area -flashlights, windable kind if you want the most bang for your buck do it with the bare minimals: -a decent sized knife (about 6-9 i prefer a good 8 bouy knife but i always carry a mutiltool with me) -compass and map -rope -sleepbags / emergency blanket (the foil looking ones) -a hand axe -backpack happy trails!!!
Why not? : D Seems like fun, and if your familiar with the place then go ahead. : P - just make sure the forest isn't too far away from your homes
