Okay, so this morning me and my girlfriend were arguing and ended up breaking up. During our argument my nose just like randomly bled for like an hour nonstop. Then i went to ash my cigarete and i guess the ash didnt make it in the ashtray, And 3 blankets caught on fire. I have an upstairs room in my house so i threw them out the window onto the roof so i could avoid alarms and the fire dept. And they wouldnt go out, so when i stepped on all the blankets, i had to put little fires out with my bare hands. And then when i put everything out, i go back to my room. And see this medicine that my friend had just took last night, and it caused her to have siezures, its not ment to be drank but she did. She just got out of the Emergency room becaue of it. And now i feel like it was a sign to tell me that its my time, i need to end my life. What does anyone else think?
damn that's a heck of a bad day! well things will be better tomorrow. always look forward to tomorrow, that's how I've been getting thru my problems. the more time you can get between you the problem, the less it affects you. you shouldn't smoke in the house. because of fire hazard, and you can't deny it because it just happened. don't you have a patio or something you can smoke ash without stuff catching on fire? if i need a cigarette I go outside.
Year Mileage? Are you getting any Codes? Take it to a Good Muffler Shop and get the Back Pressure Tested! Could be bad Rear Shocks or almost anything.
if they say its causing excessive back pressure clogged or causing sensor to bring up check engine light
I know how you feel. You feel helpless and alone and you as if the whole world is against you. But it is not time to end your life. You are strong enough to get past this I know it. And as cliche as this sounds, it is a long term solution to a temporary problem. Just think, in a year from now you will probably have another girlfriend and be happy your life has not ended. My advice would be, just give it two months and then see how you feel.
Don't ever feel like suicide is the solution. We all have bad days, and we all get beat down by stress and sadness at times. But suicide never solves anything. You put a large burden on your friends and family, and the problems you are facing today are temporary. suicide is permanent. Go outside, breathe some fresh air, look at and appreciate the life you do have. many people can't enjoy it for one reason or another. Be thankful you are alive, but you need to learn to enjoy the things in life too. Bad things are going to happen, but you need to get over them and move on, no matter how deep they hurt you. There's other girls out there. there's other blankets out there. you're friend is alright and out of the ER. but there's only one you, and that can't be replaced.
