I'm 13, and my friends were talking about it, and I keep hearing it on TV, and it's a part of life, so yeah. I want to know please.
I would imagine that almost any chemistry teacher would be glad to order it for you if you paid cost plus shipping up front.
This is commonly made into a tincture then used. But it's okay, because if you are going to add it to the water part, it will mix readily because of the emulsifiers that make oil and water mix. Go on with it and it will become thick as it cools. Also, next go around, put it in the water content of your batch and process. Either way, it will be okay. Trust me. I use it and have done exactly what you have done and it works out okay. PS: If it starts separating, place water, oil and all into a double boiler, heat gently, stirring every little bit for about 10 to 15 mins. then pour it back into a bowl, stick blend and let it cool. It'll begin thickening as it cools and just keep an eye on it and stir it until it's thickened up. If you want, email me.