I'm not talking about luck, faith or chance but about instinctive wisdom. Your place in life and how easy or hard it was for you to connect the dots starting from scratch.
cosmic machinery? are you on drugs?
I never connected any dots. For 64 years, I just walked through doors as the universe swung them open for me. I have to say, It has been an incredible ride. I could not have done it any better if I would have been foolish enough to have tried.
The cosmic machinery seemed to have began my life with a great karmic debt which had to be paid off. Until I stopped resisting it was a constant struggle which I blamed God for giving me a rotten hand in life. I used to think, if I knew then what I know now I would do things much differently. But then I think, had I foreseen how things would turn out and how I could possibly be changing the synchronistic events that has made me who I am, then maybe I wouldn't be who I am right now. Today I love the person I am, flaws and all. Sure, I still want to develop and become a better person to others and myself, but I can accept that I'm still growing and needed to endure and come through the changes I did to get where I'm at today.
