I preformed oral sex on my boyfriend of 9 months for the first time, but he didnt do it in return. I dont really have a problem with it, but for some reason i feel like i degraded myself. We are very much inlove and he treats me like a queen. So why do i feel this way.?
if you feel like you are degrading yourself then that is not a good thing. maybe you are just not ready for that. or maybe you feel irritated that he didnt do it back in return....ask him to next time if you want him to. try to figure out why you felt degraded and talk to him about it
Maybe deep down you wanted him to do it in return, or maybe giving blow jobs isn't your thing. Talk to him. Maybe you won't feel as degraded if he'd perfom oral sex on you as well. If you still feel degraded after he does it to you, then yeah it's more probable that it's not really fer you. ((:
You feel bad because it actually is bad. You should wait to have sex until your married. That's why you feel guilty. You kinda degraded yourself but you should hold on to what you have left until your married. Listen to your concious. But everyone makes mistakes.
